Listening to: Shut Up And Let Me Go by The Ting Tings
Ok so hi people, I know I haven't been on in like forever, so I'll just give a quick life update.
1. Princess spraned her fetlock, so no work/ridding for a while with her.
2. I has living slinkys sprinkled with fluffyness! What I mean is I got two ferrets a few days ago. Their names are Kobi and Jerry, yes I will take some pictures of my little love devils.
3. I'm completey over Ty. The reason will be in number 4.
4. I'm kind of seeing some one at the moment. His name is Marcus, he's THE most amazing guy that I've ever known. He so owns my heart.^^ I just wish he didn't live two states away. :/ I've been talking to him like mad on bebo. My mom's going to take me out to meet him in rl when the bills aren't so tight. Marcus and I are totaly exited as all hell! I'm going to send him a post card today and talk to him in a bit. He's so sweet. I'm like the luckieist girl in the world.
5. Still loads behind in school work, but I'm trying to catch up.
6. I'm having some issues, but I think I'm getting through them ok and I'm glad I have Marcus and my mom to lean on through the crap I'm dealing with at the moment.
7. Ok so I did not enjoy Pagan Pride Day....Because my ex was there and so was his whole family...and let me tell you they certinaly were not happy to see me and my mom there, not one bit. I mean freaking Brenda kept looking like she was gonna fucking kill me with her glares and well lets just say that my ex has some extream anger issues.....
8.I get to go to Washington State in a few months which means...*insert drum roll here* That I get to see me horse mommy Karie Jo!!!!^^
Reading: Anita Blake Guilty Pleasures by Laurll K. Hamilton
Edit: Alright you guys sooo have to join this club it's awsome and my sister Amanda started it with her friends here's the link ~WillowHeart12
Oh and & 's birthdays are coming up real soon. Alex's is on the 22nd and Shawn's is on the 20th. They're both so awesome so go draw them stuff and tell them happy birthday etc.^^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So I have no idea if I'm going to hold the contest I talked about maybe doing in my last journal..but anyway. So there is NO home coming because Robin is mad at Brenda and Brenda is Jessica's mom and Jessica and Brenda are the only people that Courtney and I know that can get us tickets to go to Allince High School home coming. So it totaly sucks because Courtney got a dress and everything, she's even been working on trying to keep her grades up because Robin said Courtney could go if she kept her grades up and now because she's mad at Brenda she wont let Courtney go! I feel so bad for Courtney, she never gets to go any where. She's always ethier doing her school work on the computer, baby sitting for her mom or taking care of the horses. (no not mine and my sister's horses, we take care of our horses all buy ourselfs...well ok so our mom helps a lot, but it's not like we're having none family mebers take care of them.^^)
And I'm falling behind in school work, it doesn't help that I've been sick for the past few days and that I still am sick. I've barely had time to draw or work with my horse. And my freaking god if it does not stop raining and storming and I can't ride my horse next week I swear I'm going to scream. Two, yes TWO bloody weeks with out getting to work with Princess and I miss her loads, but mom wont let me out to see her because I'm sick and everytime when I'm feeling better it freaking ranins or storms! So I'm just a little bit ticked off... >.>
Oh and my cousin Sarah's best friend Alma who also had cancer, well she died about two weeks ago...she was only a year older than Sarah...so it's kind of making me all worried etc. Even though this fungus thing is cause Sarah more of a problem than the cancer is, it still worries me...I mean I know Sarah has a 75% chance of surving her cancer and Alma only had a 25% of surving her cancer...but it still worries me..I think it's more of that fact that it truely doesn't matter how much a person desserves to live or how old the person is, they could still die not matter what...and I think I've been trying to avoid that realazation since Sarah's been sick and when I heard that her friend had died, it just came crashing over me like a wave of heart ache, pain and sorrow..all at once and I'm having a hard time handling it....I also found out that there might be black mold in Sarah's house which is probably how she got the damn fungus and do you know why there was mold in Sarah's house? Because my uncle Bob is a fucking ass hole, thats why! I mean how can you not get the walls and ceiling fixed if you noticed it was leaking moldy stuff into Sarah's room and you even had more than enough money to cover getting it fixed?! I mean what in god's name is wrong with him?! That selfish pain in everyones fucking ass! Oh my god I swear if Sarah dies from this fungus I will find a way to got to Arizona and kick my uncle Bob's ass! He even treated Sarah and my aunt Jenny like crap and was always yelling at them and never letting Zach and Josh get in trouble. No Zach and Josh could do no wrong. Even if they were chucking legos and books and crap at Sarah and aunt Jenny for no reason what so ever, it simply had to be Jenny and Sarah's fault! Just uggh! I'm so mad and upset and a whole bunch of other crap. I just miss Sarah and I wish I knew how she was doing..but no one ever calls me back or tells anyone how she's doing anymore, so I know nothing really and it's simply killing me...</3
Ok sooo today I tried to ride Princess, you know to see if it would actually work. (though I totaly thought she would buck me off) Annnnd She was so AWESOME! She listened and everything! So now I can actually ride my horse! She is no longer green broke! In stupid Amy's face! Amy's sa post to break horses for a living and she couldn't break Princess when she had like 6 months of training her etc. And I Realitie Hessick only needed two, yes TWO months and now I can ride her! I'm oh so happy, I cried tears of joy people, TEARS OF JOY!!! 8D
But so all my hard work has finally paid off, I'm so proud of my baby girl and I'm also proud of myself and I'm never proud of myself. No one and I mean NO ONE can ruin this day for me.^^
But anyways...So I was wondering if I held a contest for people to try and create a Shiba Inu fursona for me would any one enter it? I've never done a contest befor and I really want a Shiba Inus sona. Because I looove Shiba Inu loads and loads. But so um yeah..what do you guys think? I would try my absolute best to make amazing prizes, so please tell me if you think I should make a contest or not. Thanks, so um bye.
Who ever keeps making Alex feel sad and crappy, I feel sorry for you. Because you obviously have nothing better to do than to make a wonderful person and a great friend miserable. How would you feel if someone was making you feel that way? Well how would you? Not very nice at all, right? Yeah I figured. She's such a great person and she doesn't deserve your people's bull shit. So seriously just stop and let her be, or your life will be made a living hell by the brutally ass kicking me and it will not be fun. D:<